Saturday, May 22, 2010

Who am I?

This blog has been a while in the making, you know how it starts, you start thinking of something and then something else gets in the way, and then you pick up where you left off, writing the whole thing out in your head. Well okay maybe not everyone is like that, but I am. Lately I have been thinking a lot about who I am, I mean really,

Who I am. I am a mom, sometimes I think thats all I am. I work hard at it, some days I fail epically, other days I am super mom, most days I fall somewhere in between all that. I pray every day for patience, for guidance, and for the strength to make it through the day.


I am also a teacher, I may not have a degree from any college that says I am, but I am. I teach my babies every day to listen and obey, sometimes we have to have reminders. I teach them about Jesus and what He has done for them. I teach them about sin and what it causes.

I am also a student. I am learning every day that I need my Jesus, I need Him to save me. I am learning to hold my tongue when I feel overwhelmed and under appreciated. I am learning that I need Him to help me teach my babies, because all of the wonderful aspects of being a parent aside, this is a great and monumental task Jason and I have taken on. We are responsible for these babies salvation. I am ever learning at the foot of Jesus.

I am Jason's wife (Not just a wife, I belong to Jason). I am my husbands best friend and he is mine. I am his own personal cheering section. When the world is mean to him I want to go out and give those mean people a piece of my mind. I love playing the damsel in distress card just to see him come to my rescue, even if it's just opening a jar of pickles. I think Jason is the strongest, most handsome man ever. I am secure in his love. Being his wife isn't always easy, but being my husband isn't either. We both have faults and we are both working on them together. Following isn't one of my strong suits but by the grace of God, I am learning to submit, both to God and to Jason.

There are many more things that I am, and even more things that I am not. I may not have a college degree, I may not practice what I went to school for. I believe I am exactly where God has put me, and I am doing exactly what God wants me to do.

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